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Haiz...
Why is there so many backstabbers and people wearing mask in this world....

Who should i trust now?

Can i trust my friends?

Can anybody tell me.....:(

It's 12:42 AM now on Thursday, October 29, 2009



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It's 2:35 AM now on Monday, September 21, 2009



PPL!! Pls inform me if u have any details..
Yup. This is just going to be a short post. So i guess that most of ur would know about the Taiwan Marakot, if ur have any channels for me to be able to donate to them pls contact me k?? Thanks.

It's 7:46 AM now on Friday, August 14, 2009



What is hell. Is there really any difference between hell and the earth.. This world is already distorted. People are stepping on one another to get to what they want and being selfish and inconsiderate. People make mistakes, but are these mistakes really mistakes or just a standard set by the so called 'intelligent' human where we set rules to restrict ourselves to the extend. At the end of the day, what is really right? and what is really wrong?

Suicide being deemed as a sin, people commiting suicide are being deemed as coward. Yes, things are easier to be settle in this way... Even though we would be said to be corward.. But so what? Words are as powerful as a sword. But once dead, nothing stays. People forgets. If i die, how long would 'friends' remember me? 10years? or lesser? Family? Times would heal the wounds...

Maybe dying is a better option for me...

Why is everyone so different.

Why is there comparison between people.

Why is there like and hate.

Why is there good and bad.

Is someone on the other side of the world thinking the same thing as me. That i would rather live in a world without feelings. At least, there would be no anger, no sadness, no bitterness and if we don't know what are these, then would happiness by then, really matter to us?

Eternal inferno... but is that already buried within us in another form called 'feelings'?

Human live for the sake of dying. Memories stay.. Is that true? Eventually one day, no one remembers anything.

Would the end of the world marks a better beginning?

Beginning to the so-called perfect world, and perfect human spirit....



Life Is A Prison
by Puff

Life is a prison,
Oh God let me out.
No one to listen,
To hear when you shout.

Climb the walls of insanity,
Ride the waves of despair.
If you fall it don't matter,
There's no one to care.

Used to wish for a window,
To see birds, trees and sky,
But you're better without one -
Stops you aiming too high.

Watching freedom is painful,
For those locked away.
Seeing joy, love and happiness,
Another price that you pay.

Strong is good, weak is bad.
Be it false, be it true.
Your mind makes the choice,
And enforces it too.

Cell walls built by society,
With rules to adhere.
If you breach the acceptable,
You had better beware.

Hide the pain, carry on,
Routine is the key.
Don't let on that you're not,
What you're pretending to be.

Lock it all up inside you,
How badly that bodes.
Look out for that one day,
When it all just explodes.

Leaving naught but a shell,
Base functionality too.
But killing all else,
That was uniquely you.

So how do you grow,
With a timebomb inside?
Or how to defuse it,
Without destroying its ride?

You can't.

It's 2:19 AM now on Friday, July 24, 2009



Greatest news recently..
Ya... Michael Jackson is dead... Although i'm not a great fan of him.. But i have to admit that i think that he is seriously very talented!! I love his DANCING the most!!! I think no one is as awesome as him in dancing...

Yesterday, on MTV channel, they featured this special episode on Michael Jackson's All Time Top 40.. So i'm just going to put up some of the songs that i like now..

This is the no.1 rated song.



"Earth Song"

What about sunrise
What about rain
What about all the things
That you said we were to gain...
What about killing fields
Is there a time
What about all the things
That you said was yours and mine...
Did you ever stop to notice
All the blood we've shed before
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores?

Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah

What have we done to the world
Look what we've done
What about all the peace
That you pledge your only son...
What about flowering fields
Is there a time
What about all the dreams
That you said was yours and mine...
Did you ever stop to notice
All the children dead from war
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores

Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah

I used to dream
I used to glance beyond the stars
Now I don't know where we are
Although I know we've drifted far

Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah

Hey, what about yesterday
(What about us)
What about the seas
(What about us)
The heavens are falling down
(What about us)
I can't even breathe
(What about us)
What about apathy
(What about us)
I need you
(What about us)
What about nature's worth
(ooo, ooo)
It's our planet's womb
(What about us)
What about animals
(What about it)
We've turned kingdoms to dust
(What about us)
What about elephants
(What about us)
Have we lost their trust
(What about us)
What about crying whales
(What about us)
We're ravaging the seas
(What about us)
What about forest trails
(ooo, ooo)
Burnt despite our pleas
(What about us)
What about the holy land
(What about it)
Torn apart by creed
(What about us)
What about the common man
(What about us)
Can't we set him free
(What about us)
What about children dying
(What about us)
Can't you hear them cry
(What about us)
Where did we go wrong
(ooo, ooo)
Someone tell me why
(What about us)
What about babies
(What about it)
What about the days
(What about us)
What about all their joy
(What about us)
What about the man
(What about us)
What about the crying man
(What about us)
What about Abraham
(What was us)
What about death again
(ooo, ooo)
Do we give a damn

Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah



3rd place



"You Are Not Alone"

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

4th place



"Black Or White"

I Took My Baby
On A Saturday Bang
Boy Is That Girl With You
Yes We're One And The Same

Now I Believe In Miracles
And A Miracle
Has Happened Tonight

But, If
You're Thinkin'
About My Baby
It Don't Matter If You're
Black Or White

They Print My Message
In The Saturday Sun
I Had To Tell Them
I Ain't Second To None

And I Told About Equality
An It's True
Either You're Wrong
Or You're Right

But, If
You're Thinkin'
About My Baby
It Don't Matter If You're
Black Or White

I Am Tired Of This Devil
I Am Tired Of This Stuff
I Am Tired Of This Business
Sew When The
Going Gets Rough
I Ain't Scared Of
Your Brother
I Ain't Scared Of No Sheets
I Ain't Scare Of Nobody
Girl When The
Goin' Gets Mean

[L. T. B. Rap Performance]
Protection
For Gangs, Clubs
And Nations
Causing Grief In
Human Relations
It's A Turf War
On A Global Scale
I'd Rather Hear Both Sides
Of The Tale
See, It's Not About Races
Just Places
Faces
Where Your Blood
Comes From
Is Where Your Space Is
I've Seen The Bright
Get Duller
I'm Not Going To Spend
My Life Being A Color

[Michael]
Don't Tell Me You Agree With Me
When I Saw You Kicking Dirt In My Eye

But, If
You're Thinkin' About My Baby
It Don't Matter If You're Black Or White

I Said If
You're Thinkin' Of
Being My Baby
It Don't Matter If You're Black Or White

I Said If
You're Thinkin' Of
Being My Brother
It Don't Matter If You're
Black Or White

Ooh, Ooh
Yea, Yea, Yea Now
Ooh, Ooh
Yea, Yea, Yea Now

It's Black, It's White
It's Tough For You
To Get By
It's Black , It's White, Whoo

It's Black, It's White
It's Tough For You
To Get By
It's Black , It's White, Whoo

5th place



"Heal The World"

There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need
To Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow

There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living

Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For
Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow

We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares

We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me

Yup.. And one more is Man in the mirror. Not sure whether it is in the top 40 but that song is quite nice. And i don't really like billie jean which is in the 2nd place... So i decided not to upload it... And amongst all the songs, i love Earth Song the most, follow by You Are Not Alone, and then Heal the World

Bye,Mi.

It's 1:16 AM now on Sunday, July 5, 2009



今日は私のたんじょび!!!!
みんなさん!!! 今日もありがとね!!! 私わほんどに嬉しいです!! あなたの祝福はありがとございます!!!!

Hey people!! Thanks for the "Happy Birthday" today!!!

Actually i have no idea what to say here today.. Just feel like posting something... So yup, i ate crabs with my family!!! I'm so happy.

And ya, people, excited to meet all of u on monday! So See Khei, u haven't tell me where to go... And gc, i'll try to have dinner with u but maybe not till too late cause i still need to prepare something.. Haha...

Yup, i think that's all for today!! Hope to see pre-u sem people soon too!! Haha..


Ya and people i'm going to put up some photos now!!!









Bye, Mi!

It's 2:57 AM now on Saturday, June 13, 2009



Pre-U 2009!
Hey hey people!!!! It's been so long since i blog about stuffs!!!! I have had so much fun this week! Met so many new frens.. All of them are so funny especially Garnesh, he'd made me laugh for an hour long. Now all of my Seminar Group(SG) members know i laugh so long.. I think they think i went crazy that day..

Ya... I admit i'm a little hyperactive that day.. But many things happened.. A lot of different kind of emotion mixed together....

Oh.. I should start from the first day....

First Day........


Actually i wasn't really that excited to go to Pre-U at first cause i thought that it's really going to be real boring. But i'm glad i was wrong. It started well, we just started talking to each other naturally and it was really fast that we became good frens. What's really special was that this time round it wasn't only with the girls but the guys as well. People who know me would know that i seldom talk to guys so quickly but it was really different this time.. Somehow, i have never experience this kind of feeling before. Not even during secondary and my jc orientation camp...

Btw, i am witty Wan Ying!!! Cause we are suppose to introduce ourself with the addition of adding an adjective in front of my name...

Also, the night was really horrible... I wasn't used to single room and it was so hot...So i only fall asleep at 5, which i must wake up at 5.45 that morning.. Haha...

Second day...........

Ermmm..... We started with the opening ceremony, which the guest of honour was Mr Ng - Minister of Education and Second Minister of Defence. He talked about what we should have in our backpack in the future - Compassion, Confidence, Company and Compartments. Btw, i was sleeping all the time before the minister came.. But i'm a good girl so when he came i was really awake!

Ya... Then after that was parallel presentation and new media arts appreciation. The Q and A section for pp was really intense.. It was so scary..

Third Day!!!!!!!!!!

This was the day which i had had the most fun!!!! I'll skip the rest and go straight to the Sentosa part. Ya... This was the day where i laughed for 1 hour... " We barely walked how can we win!" That's what triggered my laughters.. then i dunno what happened i just kept laughing non-stop... But i think ur won't be surprised right... U people most likely got used to this right... Yup.. Then we have so many games.. Overall it was very fun and we took a lot of pictures.. But not with me now. So can't show ur... However, something happened and i wasn't very happy then something happens.. I just dun understand why people have to take those games so seriously until they started to scold each other... That's just so sad la... Then a lot accumulate and like i said something happened.. Okay. Then after that was happy stuffs!! Raffles boy got thrown into the river!!!! Vic was so passionate about he's school kept on saying. " Let's go Raffles Let's Go".... Ya.. Then the other guys cannot take it and just threw him into river... That was just so funny... Haha... Anyway, the dinner that day was nice.. And ya... I forgotten to mention that there's hot water bath there!!!!!! And that was extremely important to me!!!!!!! Hahahaha... Yayayaya... Also, there's this quilt weaving thing... Where basically we need to sew la... Aiya... I forgotten to take the pics.. Haiz...

Fourth day!!!!!!!!

This was a day i'm never going to forget cause i got muscle spasm + muscles cramp(2 legs together + 3 times)... So i didn't get to join the others because of some reasons... It was so sad.. But i'm glad the others had fun. They were really nice guys. I was taking care of analise.. But i just got one question... WHY everything i said she must laugh??????? Am i THAT funny?????? Ur also.. Sometimes i dunno what i said and ur just keep on laughing.. Like i'm an entertainment toy or clown... Btw, speaking of clown, there's this guy called Neil who is very good at juggling.. I think he can simply skip A's and join a circus.. He will make such a good clown!!!! I promise to go see him if he become one... Ya... He was trying to make me laugh during the quilt weaving on the third day too cause i was laughing non-stop that day.. Ya.. and i didn't get to say my reflections.. Sad...

Fifth day!!!

Today!! I was quite used to the life there and didn't really leave too.. But still, ya.. We talked and did some stuffs la.. It was so sad i almost cried... Sobs Sobs...

Anyway, i didn't talk about SLOs.. I think amongst everyone there i am most bonded to SLOs la.. Especially See Khei and Xu Ning... And both of them live in Tampines!!! So i can meet up with them... Yeah!!!!! They were really nice..

Other than them, there's Huda - really funny and nice and i like her a lot also music kind of person... and Liyanto - who i think he's quite slow in some stuffs but technical kind of person... Haha.. Going to miss all of them.. And they wanted to meet up in June, which is this month.. but i dun think will have the time... Haiz...

Reflection time!!

Although i dun think they will see unless i tell them, i'll still write my reflection here to share with ur..

From Me to Grp 17: I think that everyone here is weird in their own ways but that is what make all of us unique to one another. We all click really well and is not scare to express our thoughts in front of one another and that's what make this camp really special to me. I think that everyone in this camp have their own weakness and strengths and what we all did was to accomodate to one another. I'm sure i'm going to miss everyone but we will someday meet again. And by then, we would all change somehow, but what remains will be our memories and the relationship we have bonded that can never be broken by any external forces. So until then, i will take these beautiful experience of my and carry on with my life while ur do so to, remembering the support ur have given me at pre-u, now and future!!!

P.S : I'm so sad that i accidentally deleted some photos....


Pictures time!!!!


Middle one at the top is Hanson... I accidentally deleted our photo...Btw, i'm cut off... cause my phone not good..haiz..



Me in Hanson's Blazer!!! HCI.
SLOs - From Left - Liyanto, Xu Ning, See Khei, Huda


Priya!!



Dodo..




YuJia





Matilda
Poh..

Manfrend

Tim


Yen Yen








Sul
Kim

Garnesh

From Left - Neil, Zheng An, Vic


Jia Yi, Divya, Mathilda


Analise



Bye, Mi!

It's 7:06 AM now on Friday, June 5, 2009



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